Ok it’s been about 4 weeks into the program and I’ve flat out refused to do a presentation that she gave us for an assignment. They kept bugging me to do the presentation because they all did it. I don’t see why I have to do something that I don’t feel comfortable doing. It’s the first time I said “ No I’m not going to do this” Other students have flat out refused to do stuff and she didn’t bug them about it and people in the class did not say that they felt ‘jipped’ about it. But for some unknown reason I seem to get put on for this. I have never before refused to do a project or presentation so I don't know what the big deal was about this. Who knows what people want. I sure don't.
This course has helped me to understand myself more tho. I have learned that I am not artistic and I'm methodical and controlling. Also in stressful and confrontational situations I tend to turn inwards and disengage emotionally and sometimes physically. I also learned that I don't want to work in a restaurant anymore, I want to do something in the community. Like be a support worker ( not a social worker ). Who knows it may happen :)
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