Sunday, August 8, 2010

Just Blah

Hey there so it's been a while since I posted anything.... Bad Ely. Let's see where to start.... I disowned my mothers youngest daughter, my son got a job, I got a job and promptly lost my mind (anxiety kicked in). I think I have to see a therapist and get my meds changed or something cause I don't think they are working anymore. The first couple of shifts I had I was doing ok and then on my 3rd shift, I got really shaky and I couldn't remember anything she had told me from before. She asked me if everything was ok and I explained about my depression and anxiety, it seems she's on anti-depressants as well. She also said to not view this as a failure but a success in the fact that I tried. Hubby has been telling me that I need to get my hair cut, colored, and permed and that will make me feel better. He also said that maybe I could get a puppy (small dog).
I'm gonna try volunteering and see how that goes, sorta ease my way back into working, baby steps for me. Not gonna go over to well with my mother in law but hey it's my mental and emotional health that's important to me.

The son got a job working with hubby, and seems to like it.



Later all and may the Force be with You