Sunday, April 10, 2011

My Dad

Well it's been 2 years since my dad died. For the longest time I kept saying "I'm gonna dance on his grave" OK.... so I know that's not nice, and I haven't done so far so maybe I'm not gonna do it at all. Besides if the person who was his wife kept to her word, he is buried with my Grandma and I love her and would not do anything to upset her (even tho she is dead). Also, I believe in Karma and all that stuff. I do not want to be haunted by the spirit world at all.

My mom told me that after he died he came to visit her and was making some of her stuff move around. No, can not be blamed on the wind or anything like that, she didn't have any windows open in her apt. She told him to go away, and that if he was angry to not to take it out on her. But to go to the person he was angry with. He hasn't been back to bother her since. I don't think he was angry with me cause he didn't come to see/visit me. Maybe the ghost in my apt in Wpg wouldn't let him in, who knows.

I loved my dad, even tho I don't think I mattered to him. God, that's harsh and very hard to admit to myself let alone write it down for the world to see.

Love you Dad and R.I.P

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