Wow

So it's been over a year since my last post, and a lot has happened in that time. I've started work in a new place, so far I like it. that's a good thing. Several attacks where I can't leave the house, and I started drinking again.

This past week has been one of the bad ones. Two people passed away. One was my granny and the other was one of my mother's ex's(he was also somewhat related, but not to her), within two days of each other.

My car was being fixed so I had to rent a car to get to Winnipeg for the funeral on Saturday the 25th. The car was a dream to drive. Makes me want to get a new car now.

I saw a lot of relatives that I hadn't seen in a long time, and realized I still feel like a kid at the grown ups table. I'm 45. I don't think I'll feel grown up around the uncles, that's OK tho, it means I'll never grow old like they are. :P

The only one in my mom's family who couldn't make it was my brother Robert. However the rest of us got together for supper a Chinese buffet, boy did I eat a lot of food.

In the back row is Claire(Percy's wife), Cimeron, Hannah, Percy, Claudette, I'm(blue and black stripped shirt) in front of Percy, Mom is sitting and on either side is Brianna(blonde and green hair) and Brittany(brown hair).

Well enough of my rambling, hopefully I'll remember to post more often.

Say What?

So I know it's been awhile since I've posted anything. There have been a lot of crap happening in my life lately and I just didn't know where to start with any posts.

What sticks out the most is that a friend of mine and my hubby's is, in my opinion, just a little bit to clingy. I mean, we would get together for coffee and chat then after I took a friend home to Winipeg, I stopped being included by her. I was no longer invited to do anything with them. The kids noticed that he was spending all his time there, and I was getting really cranky. I messaged her on FaceBook about it and she told me that my meds were causing me to be a paranoid bitch and I should stop taking them. She also said that my kids were not her problem. Then she blocked me.

Fine, I laid down the law and told hubby I was his wife not her and that I come before her. If he wanted to see her it was going to be at our house and not hers. She added me as a friend again real quick after that and started including me again. Go figure eh.

Then recently it happened again. He had spent the whole day with her, came home, was going to spend the evening with me, then her and a couple of her friends started messaging him to come out and drink. I was not invited. I was pissed. I sent her another message and told her not to contact him again. She sent a reply stating that I was a drama queen and to keep a short leash on him. Then she unfriended and blocked me again. Whatever.

She invited us both over to her place for a drink. We went and she was wasted. I had a drink, she tried to get me to eat some weed. Not gonna happen. She tried to get me to have sex with her. Again not gonna happen. She got mad thinking that I had sex with the friend that I took back to Winnipeg (it was a female friend) I said I don't swing that way. Didn't believe me and tried to go down on me in her kitchen and take my clothes off at the same time. Wouldn't take no for answer. I kept saying it and hubby kept telling her I don't swing that way.  So because I wouldn't have sex with her she kicked us out and I haven't heard from her since. Hubby says he hasn't either. Oh well no skin off my ass.

Maybe I'll post some more later.

Feeling Old?

I know it's been awhile since I posted, been busy and stuff.  Anyways I was at work today and two teenagers were looking at the headlines for the magazines. 

Girls: There are no cute George's. 

Me: Yes, there is, George Michael.

Girls: Who's George Michael?

Me: .......

Well I guess I'm old then, they knew who Madonna was tho. 

I told this story to a couple of my other customers and they got a huge laugh and smiles at the fact that kids these days don't know the older stars.  I make sure my kids hear a wide variety of music from the 80's. 


Ah well laters all 

 

OMG!!!!

    Well I got a phone call from the oldest. He's staying with his aunt and working. So anyway I told him how I creeped his biological fathers facebook and how he's married and has a son. That made me upset.

    So he tells me that the dude has another kid on the way and has moved to Dauphin. I mean, really, you had to move here. This is my home town. This is where I live.  I work in a very public place. I mean everyone comes in there at one point or another. There's no getting around it.

    He also says that his wife is 2, get that, 2!!!! years younger than him. Matthew is going to be 24 on the 24th of July!!!!

     This is a really short post.


Later All and Be Well

Streaming

So I'm thinking about streaming. As I said in my previous post, hubby says I should do it. He even bought another monitor. I'm just not sure I can do it. I mean, the only game I play is Warcraft. I tried others, Guild Wars, EQ2(even I can't believe I tried it), a couple of Dwayne's games, and Star Wars, but I keep coming back to WoW. It's been a game that has kept me entertained for 6 years and counting.

There are times when I've taken a break but I always come back. Over the years I've become acquainted with so many new and interesting people from all over the world. I've raided back in vanilla with people from Australia, gone to dungeons with others from California and Europe. Had things in common with a lovely lady in one of the New England states(not sure which one). but the one I kept up with the most(at least followed the most) is the BigBearButt. Now that's a blog and I think he should be the one to stream, I just wish that I could be that gregarious and storytelling when I post stuff. :(

Anyway, I think if I keep posting and trying to make it a daily thing, or at least as often as I can, maybe, just maybe, I can work up the courage to try it. Wish me luck.

Later all and Be Well

Gamer

  The title says it all. I am a gamer, hubby is a gamer and all my kids are gamers. I have come to this conclusion due to the fact that I am seriously considering streaming. I mean streaming live, like Towelliee, well maybe not that big. I'm not even sure if I'll get any viewers or followers. Hubby says I can do it cause I like to talk and play games (Warcraft). It would just be a matter of describing what I'm doing and interacting with whatever viewers I get. My laptop is apparently better than his desktop for streaming :) who knew. He even got a second monitor just in case, great huh?

 So if anyone out there read my blog let me know what you think. 


Later All and Be Well

Creeper

I admit it I'm a creeper. every once in a while I check out my ex-boyfriends Facebook page, just to see whats going on in his life. I mean, he is the father of my oldest child and he was my first love and all.
  So I'm checking it out and I see a baby picture on it. I'm like that's not Matthew, who is that kid?
It turns out that he got married again and his new wife gave him a son. And now apparently she is pregnant again.
  I know I should get over it, but he totally denied Matthew and for some reason I can't forgive him for that. When my dad died I sent him a message that his son just wanted to get to meet him. Matthew didn't want anything at all from him but to be able to talk to him and be recognized as his son. But no, that is not possible. Why? Cause he has NO memory of my telling him I'm pregnant or the time that was spent with lawyers and in court. His reason for no memory? He was drunk from the age of 18 to the age of 21, I don't think so buddy.
   His new wife is going to school here in Dauphin. She's taking Business Administration year 1. So what do I do now? I don't want to cause a scene or tension, so I'm just going to let things be. See how it plays out. 
  Taking deep breaths now to keep myself calm.

Later all and Be Well